Saw him in the evening and he was acting really
strangely. I went shopping
in the afternoon with the girls and I did turn up a
bit late so I thought it
might be that. The bar was really crowded and loud so
I suggested we go
somewhere quieter to talk. He was still very subdued
and distracted so I
suggested we go somewhere nice to eat. All through
dinner he just didn’t
seem himself; he hardly laughed, and didn’t seem to be
paying any attention
to me or to what I was saying. I just knew that
something was wrong. He
dropped me back home and I wondered if he was going to
come in; he
hesitated, but followed. I asked him again if there
was something the matter
but he just half shook his head and turned the
television on. After about 10
minutes of silence, I said I was going upstairs to
bed. put my arms around
him and told him that I loved him deeply. He just gave
a sigh, and a sad
sort of smile. He didn’t follow me up! , but later he
did, and I was
surprised when we made love. He still seemed distant
and a bit cold, and I
started to think that he was going to leave me, and
that he had found
someone else. I cried myself to sleep.
BLOKES DIARY
Sunday 11th May 2003
My football team lost at home today. Gutted.
Got a shag though.
Warm Regards
ChanDollars
[Keep going, you’re on your way to financial freedom]
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